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(“I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
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The nurse said she spent over an hour searching the internet.

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  • Bob

    May 25, 2006 at 5:54 am


  • Shannon

    May 25, 2006 at 6:26 am

    Beautiful post. This is the kind of nurse I want to be. Compassionate. This nurse treated this woman as a human, instead of just a patient. She identified with her situation and didn’t once think of the womans history… she only thought of the womans feelings and THAT is what makes a nurse a NURSE. You not only “nurse” someone back to health, you “nurse” their soul. Stories like these are what inspire me to aim for greatness. Thanks so much for sharing.

  • Margaret

    May 25, 2006 at 8:36 am

    OK, I’m at work and this NOT a nursing job :-), so crying would definitely be inappropriate.

    Thank you for that story.

  • heartoftears

    May 25, 2006 at 10:24 am

    I’ve been too close to this situation to think with any objectivity anymore. Adoption can be a wonderful thing, but it can also tear out the hearts of those parents who are willing to do what they believe is right. Thank you for taking a moment to remember that for one family to have a new baby through adoption, another family must be broken.

  • Manuela

    May 25, 2006 at 11:09 am

    As an adult adoptee… this absolutely ripped my heart out. I thought of my own birthmom… nearly 40 years ago… as she suffered through the same sort of grief and agony. And while she told herself she’d made the right decision, it didn’t stop her from suffering from decades of nightmares and depression…

    If there’s no support available for this young woman now… there will be even less as the years go by and she starts to question her decision. Which she will. Birthmoms go from being ‘noble’ and ‘smart’ at the time of relinquishment… for having made the right decision to give their children a better life. To soul-less pariahs as the words they hear turn to, “I could NEVER give up a bay! How could you give away your own flesh and blood.”

    Anyway… I am so incredibly grateful that this young woman had a wonderful nurse with such compassion, looking out for her. It’s likely all the support she will ever receive.

  • Alice

    May 25, 2006 at 1:38 pm

    Thanks for the story, Kim. I am crying at the end of it.

  • Erica

    May 25, 2006 at 5:17 pm

    Kudos to the nurse in your story, and to you for passing along the story. It can be all too easy to lose sight of the human side of emergency medicine. Some days all the technology in the world can’t heal like a simple touch or a hug, and blessed are they who remember that once in a while.

  • Carrie

    May 25, 2006 at 9:20 pm

    Beautiful story, Kim… Thanks for posting it. My heart really is breaking just reading it….

  • may

    May 25, 2006 at 11:43 pm


    and congratulations on the new blog:)

  • Dawn

    May 26, 2006 at 8:17 pm

    Thanks for this story Kim, it made me cry too. Touched very close to home.

    and to Heartoftears- Thank you also for your comment. As a birth mother (18 years ago next month) what you said is very true. You are so “smart and loving” to give your child for adoption UNTIL you have actually done it and then everything changes.


  • Dawn

    May 26, 2006 at 8:20 pm

    sorry- I meant to thank manuella for that comment and heartoftears for hers as well. It’s nice to know that some people actually do understand the plight of birth mothers and how hard it REALLY is and that some of us REALLY DO do it out of love for their children and wanting them to have a better life.

    Thanks again Kim.

  • Monika

    May 29, 2006 at 6:34 am

    That was amazing. Thanks.

  • difficult patient
    difficult patient

    June 5, 2006 at 6:15 pm

    Ohhhhh, this one was hard to read. I was adopted, and I’ve written a little bit about it, but not much. Although I love my parents, I’ve often felt bitter towards my birth mom. I never really understood, and we never had the chance to meet and talk because she died in a car accident (drinking and driving–no seat belts) when I was three years old (I was adopted at three months). This really puts things into perspective for me . . . Thank you, Kim.

  • RoS

    June 23, 2006 at 2:53 am

    I know I’m a bit late in responding to this post, but I just wanted to agree with everyone else…
    What a beautiful post. I can not imagine the courage it would take to know that you could not give your child the life he/she deserves, and to place them with someone who could.
    And that nurse. Wow. What an amazing woman. There are not too many people who are able to put judgement aside, and really see the person in front of them, and to give them what they need. That is the kind of person I aspire to be, not just as a health care professional, but in my day to day existence.

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My name is Kim, and I'm a nurse in the San Francisco Bay area. I've been a nurse for 33 years; I graduated in 1978 with my ADN. My experience is predominately Emergency and Critical Care, and I have also worked in Psychiatry and Pediatrics. I made the decision to be a nurse back in 1966 at the age of nine...

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